Today everything felt normal, I was happy with the people I saw, enjoyed everyone’s company.. But in my head I so wasn’t myself. I’ve been angry all day and hiding it with a smile and a nice tone of voice and the later it’s getting I can’t really hid it by smiling with my eyes anymore. I feel bad for it too. I can’t really express why I’m upset, or why I’m being “crabby”. Lately I feel like I can’t talk to anyone which is weird because I usually can talk to a handful of people but today I just can’t. I don’t normally have problems with this stuff but I just feel the weirdest today. I kinda want everyone to fuck off but I really want someone to just tell me everything’s going to be okay. Selfish I guess.